Tuesday, December 29, 2009
I finally got a chance to blog.. Com spoil, phone spoil, aircon spoil everything spoil. Lol. I'm just glad that I have my Itouch.
This year's Christmas was awesome. It felt complete as it's my 1st time celebrating it in church :) thank you Lord for Jesus:)
that is the best present that we can ever get.
Year 2010 is coming, and I am excited for it yet sad that 2009 has to come to an end. So many things have happened this year, so much laughter, sadness, excitments, unforgettable memories, precious friends made... It truly was a wonderful year, filled with so much blessings. Better than I had imagined it would be. If I would share 1 thing that would remind me of this year would be the out of nowhere sudden growth in my relationship with the Lord. And I am sure that it would continue:)
My willingness + my lack of ability + God's will + God's power = how much territory God wants to give.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Hmm, I've got it clear now..
Monday, December 21, 2009
Badminton+good food+Lan(1hr)=awesome day=really tired now..
I am clear yet confused. I will not my emotions engulf me.. babablacksheep..
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Yesterday was such an awesome day. I think the reason was that God's presence was just ever so strong and still growing in me : ) Looking back, I'll grown exponentially throughout my 2 years in JC. Amen to that. Even though I didn't go for camp, I have learn't a lot about Him. I guess that was His plan all along : ) I've been praying and reading a lot and there seems to be signs from God that tells me that I should stay in Trinity Church. Im quite happy cus God finally convinced me that that's the right place to be where there will be people who are willing to help me grow in Him. And throughout this whole week, not only has He convinced me that abt staying in church, He has also changed my whole perception on Him and on Christ, and cleared some of my doubts. This indubitably made my relationship with God even deeper and more closer. In a nutshell, God loves us, God never left us, it is us who drifted away from Him. His kingdom has always been in all of us, it's just the degree to how much we want to open up for Him, for his power and holy spirit to be develop our human potential for his cause.
"No matter what God's power may be, the first aspect of God is never that of the absolute Master, the almighty. It is that of the God who puts himself on our human level and limits himself." Jacques Ellul.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
There is a something that is puzzling to me right now... I just don't get it.. why am I getting all the hits when I am just being who I am? Isn't it right to be true to myself? and be what I am? Then why is it that it is all happening all over again?